Boy, snow, bird

Helen Oyeyemi

Book - 2014

"From the prizewinning author of Mr. Fox, the Snow White fairy tale brilliantly recast as a story of family secrets, race, beauty, and vanity. In the winter of 1953, Boy Novak arrives by chance in a small town in Massachusetts, looking, she believes, for beauty-the opposite of the life she's left behind in New York. She marries a local widower and becomes stepmother to his winsome daughter, Snow Whitman. A wicked stepmother is a creature Boy never imagined she'd become, but elements of the familiar tale of aesthetic obsession begin to play themselves out when the birth of Boy's daughter, Bird, who is dark-skinned, exposes the Whitmans as light-skinned African Americans passing for white. Among them, Boy, Snow, and Bird... confront the tyranny of the mirror to ask how much power surfaces really hold. Dazzlingly inventive and powerfully moving, Boy, Snow, Bird is an astonishing and enchanting novel. With breathtaking feats of imagination, Helen Oyeyemi confirms her place as one of the most original and dynamic literary voices of our time."--

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New York : Riverhead Books, a member of Penguin Group (USA) 2014.
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308 pages ; 22 cm
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Review by New York Times Review

STRANGE TIMES, crowed too many wise and unwise men over the millenniums. But as the art critic Jerry Saltz wrote in New York magazine last fall, maybe we're finally at a point where the strangeness of the times is matched by an ability to accept it. In defending the perplexing Kanye West video "Bound 2," Saltz heralded this as an age of the New Uncanny. The all-American banal-bizarre spectacle of the video (synthetic sunsets; slow-motion galloping stallions; the nippleless ingénue) is "a freakish act of creation and destruction by appropriation," what Saltz deems "part of a collective cultural fracturing." Saltz is riffing on Freud's description of the uncanny as "nothing new or alien, but something familiar and old-established in the mind and which has become alienated from it only through the process of repression." But maybe we're not as alienated as we once were, something that occurred to me when beholding another unapologetic, all-encompassing contradiction-celebration: the story-allegory and real-surreal gyre of Helen Oyeyemi's gloriously unsettling new novel, "Boy, Snow, Bird." Oyeyemi is from Strange Times. Raised in Britain by Nigerian parents, the 29-year-old five-time novelist isn't even affiliated with a single home anymore: London, New York, Berlin, Barcelona, Budapest, Prague - who knows where she is doing her thing at any given moment? For years I saw her as something of a literary mystic, reading her with a mixture of awe, confusion and delight, but only now do I feel that we're at a place where we can properly receive her, and she's ready for us too. With "Boy, Snow, Bird," a culmination of a young life spent culling dreamscapes, Oyeyemi's confidence is palpable - it's clear that this is the book she's been waiting for. When Oyeyemi published her first novel, "Icarus Girl," in 2005, she was a student at Cambridge (she had written it while she was still in high school), and her age dominated the press about the book - never mind the extraordinary, haunting Nigerian-myth-infused meditation she had created. Every couple of years Oyeyemi has brought us a most novel new novel - "The Opposite House" (2007), "White Is for Witching" (2009) and "Mr. Fox" (2011) - traversing Yoruban tradition, Cuban lore, English Gothic, French Bluebeard legend and much more. All of her work has been preoccupied with classical and contemporary parable mashed up with her own exquisitely tailored phantasmagoria, evoking Toni Morrison, Haruki Murakami, Angela Carter, Edgar Allan Poe, Gabriel García Márquez, Chris Abani and even Emily Dickinson. Many of those writers investigate culture and ethnicity, but Oyeyemi's concentration comes from an even deeper remove - the fringes of the fringe, the others among the Other, the Multicultural Uncanny frontier. AS USUAL, THE Oyeyemi foundation is located in her fairy-tale comfort zone - in the case of "Boy, Snow, Bird," the fairy tale is "Snow White." She uses the "skin as white as snow" ideal as the departure point for a cautionary tale on post-race ideology, racial limbos and the politics of passing. It feels less Disney or German folklore and more Donald Barthelme's 1967 novella "Snow White," in which the political and the social poke through the bones of a pretty children's tale, alarming us with its critical cultural import. Set in the 1950s, Oyeyemi's novel opens on the Lower East Side of New York City, with a young white woman named Boy Novak running away from her violent ratcatcher father. She soon meets a widower, a jewelry craftsman and former history professor named Arturo Whitman, in Flax Hill, Mass. She marries Whitman and becomes obsessed by her new stepdaughter, Snow. "What was it about Snow?" Boy asks herself. Oyeyemi paints Snow as half virtual, half corporeal: "She was poised and sympathetic, like a girl who'd just come from the future but didn't want to brag about it." All seems well until Arturo and Boy have a daughter of their own, Bird, who is bom undeniably "colored." Whitman's family members are light-skinned African-Americans who have been passing as white, and the revelation becomes a turning point. The Snow White bits take over, with the Wicked Stepmother and the mirror motifs, and the fairy tale rewrites itself in startling ways. Here the Uncanny does its greatest job - it crashes right back to earth, and sheds a very real light on the complexities of race, ethnicity, identity and gender in our current world. It's in these rare moments that Oyeyemi's language goes from Rococo to Brutalist, if only to say very clearly what cannot afford to get lost in the nebulousness of allegory. "When whites look at her," she writes of Snow, "they don't get whatever fleeting, ugly impressions so many of us get when we see a colored girl - we don't see a colored girl standing there. The joke's on us." Still, the greatest joy of reading Oyeyemi will always be style: jagged and capricious at moments, lush and rippled at others, always singular, like the voice-over of a fever dream. Sometimes literally: "I dreamt of rats. They spoke to me. They called me 'cousin.' And I dreamt of being caught, dreamt of sedative smoke, tar, glue, and strange lights the size of the sun, switching from red to green so fast I had no time to react." Tell a dream, lose a reader, said Henry James, but it's hard not to be on board with Oyeyemi when even an awful nightmare finds itself adorned with such lexical magnificence. Her sentences occasionally flirt with banality, and when they do, you notice - but this could be an Oyeyemi illusion. Here is the world of New Uncanny reversals, once again. For all of her linguistic razzle-dazzle, she will seemingly trip into an occasional cliché like "easy as pie," and she'll get away with it, because the platitude is suddenly recast in her fabulist tint. Same with "wait for it" and other moments of slightly jarring Internetese - such expressions threaten to sink into a trite cuteness, but given their careful deployment, the weird of her world still survives. Slapdash stock phrases begin to take on an air of menace. She takes commonplace clichés and makes them strange once more. One might worry about readers basing their expectations on the novel's precious surface appearances and title - manicpixiedreamgirl lit? Ever cloying Amélie antics in prose? - but if you read Oyeyemi deeply, the darkness is not just there to contrast with the light. Oyeyemi picks myths and fairy tales because she sees the blood and guts behind the glitter and ball gowns. In essence she's a writer of rather enchanting horror stories, but like the candy-colored blood of the dead ballerinas in Dario Argento's 1977 horror film "Suspiria," her violence is all the more gruesome for its misleading pulchritude. PERHAPS ANOTHER PART of Oyeyemi's appeal is that she is an outsider who staunchly stays an outsider. In 2007, with a couple of books under her belt, she enrolled in and then quickly dropped out of Columbia's M.F.A. program (her blog post on Redroom.com details her many aversions and anxieties and ends with a single-sentence paragraph: "I'm moving to Paris next month, and I'm not sorry at all"). When you read Oyeyemi you are taught to read all over again by someone who has not been put through the fluorescent-lit, mahogany-round-tabled system of workshops, with obscure journals as sacred texts and critically acclaimed curmudgeons as deities. You are reading another reader first. At a time when writers are expected to adopt a professional polish - conforming to social media expectations and etiquettes, for example - Oyeyemi is in dialogue not so much with her media-trained contemporaries as with the old worlds of fairy tales and folk tales. As our populations grow larger, our communities smaller and our earth sicker, as our digital capabilities become grander and our electronic lives stickier, writers like Oyeyemi can see what's happening and connect it to another reality, merging confrontation and escape. That dichotomy is a central obsession of "Boy, Snow, Bird" and also a subtext of the neither-here-nor-there seesaw in Saltz's New Uncanny. I imagine Oyeyemi finally arriving at an odd universe she dreamed up long ago - what Saltz calls "un-self-consciousness filtered through hyper-self-consciousness, unprocessed absurdity, grandiosity of desire" - and wondering, possibly with some trepidation but more likely a wicked bliss, where in this strange world she dares to go next. In her fairy tales, Oyeyemi sees the blood and guts behind the glitter and ball gowns. POROCHISTA KHAKPOUR is the author of "Sons and Other Flammable Objects." Her next novel, "The Last Illusion," will be published in May.

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Review by Booklist Review

The author of Mr. Fox (2011) sets her whimsical retelling of a classic fairy tale in 1950s Massachusetts, where beautiful young Boy Novak has fled her tyrannical, abusive father to seek a fresh start. She makes two friends, glamorous Webster and ambitious Mia, and exchanges her lovelorn hometown suitor for a history teacher turned jewelry maker named Arturo Whitman, whom she marries despite not quite coming to love him. Arturo has a young daughter, Snow, who poses a threat to Boy after the birth of her own daughter, Bird, when a secret is revealed: the Whitman family has been passing for white since moving to Massachusetts from the South. Though Arturo's imperious mother, Olivia, wants Boy to send Bird away to live with Arturo's darker-skinned sister, Clara, it is Snow whom Boy exiles. As Bird grows up, she becomes fascinated with the stepsister she has been separated from, and the two begin a secret correspondence. Oyeyemi delves deeply into the nature of identity and the cost of denying it in this contemplative, layered novel.--Huntley, Kristine Copyright 2014 Booklist

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Review by Publisher's Weekly Review

The latest novel from Oyeyemi (Mr. Fox) is about a woman named Boy; her stepdaughter, Snow; and her daughter, Bird. Set in the 1950s Massachusetts, the novel is a retelling of the Snow White tale that plays on the concept of "fairest of them all," complete with mirrors as a recurring motif. The story begins with Boy's headlong escape from her abusive father in New York City. She washes up in a small New England town where she meets Arturo Whitman, a widower who becomes her husband. When their daughter, Bird, is born, she is noticeably "colored," though her half-sister, Snow (Arturo's daughter), appears not to be. Boy, who is white, discovers that her husband's family are African-Americans passing as white. Snow is sent away to be raised by an aunt, and the book's middle section is narrated by Bird, who is as whip smart, wry, and irresistible as Boy. Oyeyemi wields her words with economy and grace, and she rounds out her story with an inventive plot and memorable characters. (Mar.) (c) Copyright PWxyz, LLC. All rights reserved.

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Review by Library Journal Review

One of Granta's Best Young British Novelists, Oyeyemi (Mr. Fox; White Is for Witching) delivers an ingenious retelling of the Snow White fairy tale, full of the author's distinctive magical charm. Boy Novak, a young woman searching for the beauty missing in her life, leaves New York and arrives by chance in Flax Hill, MA, during the winter of 1953. She struggles to forget the ugliness of her past but creates a new life, marries a local widower, and becomes stepmother to his affable daughter, Snow Whitman. But the birth of her own daughter, Bird, who is dark-skinned, exposes the Whitmans' family secret-they are light-skinned African Americans passing for white. Boy never dreamt of becoming a wicked stepmother, but hints of the tale's aesthetic obsession begin to emerge as Boy, Snow, and Bird confront the cruelty of the mirror and question how much power appearances truly hold. VERDICT Oyeyemi, who has an eye for odd details, casts a spell with words and crafts a dreamlike world out of ordinary characters and circumstances in this intelligent and bewitching novel. [See Prepub Alert, 9/30/13.]-Lisa Block, Atlanta (c) Copyright 2014. Library Journals LLC, a wholly owned subsidiary of Media Source, Inc. No redistribution permitted.

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Review by Kirkus Book Review

Readers who found British author Oyeyemi's Mr. Fox (2011) an intellectual tour de force, but emotionally chilly, will be won over by this riveting, brilliant and emotionally rich retelling of "Snow White" set in 1950s New England. Despite her name, Boy Novak is a 20-year-old young woman when she arrives in Flax Hill, Mass., in 1953 She has run away from New York's Lower East Side because her abusive father, Frank, a rat catcher by trade who has refused to tell her anything about her never-present mother, has threatened to treat her like one of his rats. In Flax Hill, Boy makes actual friends, like beautiful, career-driven Mia, and begins a relationship with Arturo Whitman, a former history professor and widowed father. Now a jewelry maker, Arturo lives with his little daughter, Snow, in close proximity to his mother, intimidating social matriarch Olivia. Not sure she loves him, Boy marries Arturo (whose quiet goodness is increasingly endearing to the reader and Boy) largely because she loves Snow, a fair-haired beauty who charms everyone she meets. But when Boy gives birth to her own daughter, Bird, the Whitmans' deepest secret is revealedArturo's parents are actually light-skinned African-Americans passing as white. Faced with how others view the difference between the sisters and influenced by some combination of overpowering maternal protectiveness and bad postpartum depression, Boy sends 7-year-old Snow to live with Arturo's dark-skinned sister, Clara, whom Olivia banished years ago. Growing up apart, Bird and Snow tell their versions of how Boy's decision impacts their lives. Then a startling revelation about Boy's own identity makes all three confront who they are individually and together. Dense with fully realized characters, startling images, original observations and revelatory truths, this masterpiece engages the reader's heart and mind as it captures both the complexities of racial and gender identity in the 20th century and the more intimate complexities of love in all its guises.]] Copyright Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.

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***This excerpt is from an advance uncorrected proof.*** Copyright © 2014 by Helen Oyeyemi 1 Nobody ever warned me about mirrors, so for many years I was fond of them, and believed them to be trustworthy. I'd hide myself away inside them, setting two mirrors up to face each other so that when I stood between them I was infinitely reflected in either direction. Many, many me's. When I stood on tiptoe, we all stood on tiptoe, trying to see the first of us, and the last. The effect was dizzying, a vast pulse, not quite alive, more like the working of an automaton. I felt the reflection at my shoulder like a touch. I was on the most familiar terms with her, same as any other junior dope too lonely to be selective about the company she keeps. Mirrors showed me that I was a girl with a white-blond pigtail hanging down over one shoulder; eyebrows and lashes the same color; still, near-black eyes; and one of those faces some people call "harsh" and others call "fine-boned." It was not unusual for me to fix a scarf around my head and spend an afternoon pretending that I was a nun from another century; my forehead was high enough. And my complexion is unpredictable, goes from near bloodless to scalded and back again, all without my permission. There are still days when I can only work out whether or not I'm upset by looking at my face. I did fine at school. I'm talking about the way boys reacted to me, actually, since some form of perversity caused me to spend most lessons pretending to absorb much less information than I actually did. Every now and then a teacher got suspicious about a paper I'd turned in and would keep me after school for questioning. "Has someone been . . . helping you?" I just shook my head and shuffled my chair sideways, avoiding the glare of the desk lamp the teacher invariably tried to shine into my eyes. Something about a girl like me writing an A-grade paper turns teachers into cops. I'll take the appraisal of my male peers over that any day. Four out of five of them either ignored me or were disgustingly kind, the way nice boys are to the plainest Jane they know. But that was only four out of five. Number five tended to lose his balance for some reason and follow me around making the most extraordinary pleas and offers. As if some kind of bug had gotten into him. Female classmates got "anonymous" notes that said things like: So--I fall for you. Probably because I can see and hear. I see you (those eyes, that smile) and when you laugh . . . yeah, I fall. I'm not normally this sincere, so you might not be able to guess who I am. But here's a clue . . . I'm on the football team. If you feel like taking a chance, wear a blue ribbon in your hair tomorrow and I'll walk you home. The notes I received were more . . . tormented. More of the "You've got me going out of my mind" variety. Not that I lost any sleep over that stuff. How could I, when I had a little business going on the side? Boys paid me to write notes to other girls on their behalf. They trusted me. They had this notion that I knew what to say. I just wrote whatever I thought that particular girl wanted to hear and collected dollar bills on delivery. The notes my friends showed me were no work of mine, but I kept my business quiet, so it stands to reason that if anyone else had a similar business, they'd have been discreet about it too. When my hair started to darken, I combed peroxide through it. As for character, mine developed without haste or fuss. I didn't interfere--it was all there in the mirrors. Suppose you're born in the Lower East Side of Manhattan in the year nineteen hundred and thirty something. Suppose your father's a rat catcher. (Your absent mother is never discussed, to the extent that you nurse a theory that you're a case of spontaneous generation.) The interior of the house you grow up in is pale orange and rust brown; at dawn and sunset shadows move like hands behind the curtains-- silhouettes of men with Brylcreemed waves in their hair gathered on the street corner to sing about their sweethearts in seven-part harmony, the streetcar whispering along its track, Mrs. Phillips next door beating blankets. Your father is an old-fashioned man; he kills rats the way his grandfather taught him. This means that there are little cages in the basement--usually a minimum of seven at any given time. Each cage contains a rat, lying down and making a sound somewhere between twittering and chattering: lak lak lak lak, krrrr krrrrr krrr . The basement smells of sweat; the rats are panicking, starving. They make those sounds and then you see holes in their paws and in their sides--there's nothing else in that cage with them, and all your father does to them at first is give them water, so it stands to reason that it's the rats making the holes, eating themselves. When your father's about to go out on a job, he goes to the basement, selects a cage, and pulls its inhabitant's eyes out. The rats that are blind and starving are the best at bringing death to all the other rats, that's your father's claim. Your father puts three or four cages in the trunk of his car and drives away. He comes back late in the evening, when the job's done. I guess he makes a lot of money; he does business with factories and warehouses, they like him because he's very conscientious about the cleanup afterward. So that's Papa. Cleanest hands you'll ever see in your life. He'll punch you in the kidneys, from behind, or he'll thump the back of your head and walk away sniggering while you crawl around on the floor, stunned. He does the same to his lady friend, who lives with you, until he starts going for her face. She'll put up with a lot, but not that. One day she leaves a note under your pillow. It says: Look, I'm sorry. For what it's worth, I'd say you deserve better. Take care of yourself. You don't get too upset about her departure, but you do wonder who's going to let you bum Lucky Strikes now. You're all of fifteen and you're a jumpy kid. You don't return people's smiles-- it's perfectly clear to you that people can smile and smile and still be villains. One of the first things you remember is resting your head against the sink--you were just washing your hair in it, and you had to take a break because when your hair's wet it's so heavy you can't lift your head without your neck wobbling. So you're resting, and that clean hand descends out of nowhere and holds you face down in the water until you faint. You come around lying on the bathroom floor. There's a burning feeling in your lungs that flares up higher the harder you cough, and the rat catcher's long gone. He's at work. Where does character come into it? Just this: I've always been pretty sure I could kill someone if I had to. Myself, or my father-- whichever option proved most practical. I wouldn't kill for hatred's sake; I'd only do it to solve a problem. And only after other solutions have failed. That kind of bottom line is either in your character or it isn't, and like I said, it develops early. My reflection would give me a slow nod from time to time, but would never say what she was thinking. There was no need. A couple of teachers asked me if I was applying to college, but I said: "Can't afford it." Actually, I was pretty sure that the rat catcher could, but I didn't want to have that, or any, conversation with him. He hit me when one of his caged rats bit him. He hit me when I pronounced a word in a certain way that made him think I was acting stuck-up. (He told me that the difference between him and other people was that other people would think about kicking me in the shins only whenever I used a long word, but he went ahead and took action.) He'd hit me when I didn't flinch at the raising of his arm, and he'd hit me when I cowered. He hit me when Charlie Vacic came over to respectfully ask if he could take me to prom. I seem to recall he began that particular beating in a roundabout way, by walking up to me with a casserole dish and dropping it on my foot. There was almost a slap-stick element to it all, I got a sudden notion that if I laughed or asked "Are you through?" he'd back off. But I didn't try to laugh, for fear of coming in too early, or too late. There were times I thought the rat catcher was going to knock me out for sure. For instance, the morning he told me to run downstairs and blind a couple of rats real quick for him before I went to school. I said NO WAY and made inner preparations for stargazing. But he didn't really do anything, just pointed at my clothes and said: "Rats paid for those," then pointed at my shoes and said: "Rats paid for those," and pointed at the food on the table and said: "Rats . . ." He imitated them: "Krrrr. Lak lak lak lak." And he laughed. The unpredictability of his fist didn't mean he was crazy. Far from it. Sometimes he got awfully drunk, but never to a point where he didn't seem to know what he was doing. He was trying to train me. To do what, I don't know. I never found out, because I ran away almost as soon as I turned twenty. I wish I knew what took me so long. He didn't even hit me that night. He just sat in his easy chair snoozing after dinner, like always. I watched him and I woke up, I kind of just woke up. He was sleeping so peacefully, with a half-smile on his face. He didn't know how rotten he was. He'll never know, probably never even suspect it. My feet walked me into my bedroom while I thought it over. Then I gave my mattress a good-bye kick. I didn't pack much because I didn't have much. There was only one really important thing in my bag: a flag that Charlie Vacic had wrapped around my shoulders once when we were watching the Fourth of July fireworks over at Herald Square. He said it was a loan, but he never asked for it back. Ever since he'd started at medical school people talked about him as if he'd died, but he was the same old Charlie--he wrote to me from upstate, and he mentioned the flag, and that night. I'd written back that I was still looking after the flag for him. It took up a bunch of room in my bag, but I couldn't just leave it there with the rat catcher. I did look for the key to the basement, but I couldn't find it. Hard to say how much of a good turn it would've been to set those rats free after standing by while they'd starved, anyway. Three times I opened and closed the front door, testing the depth of the rat catcher's sleep, trying to make the softest click possible. The third time I heard him shift in the chair, and he mumbled something. The fourth time I opened the door I didn't have the nerve to close it behind me, just ran. Two girls playing hopscotch outside Three Wishes Bakery saw me coming and hopped right out of the way. I ran six or seven blocks, the street one long dancing seam of brick and bicycle bells, hats and stockings, only stopping to turn corners when traffic lights wouldn't let me pass. I ran so fast I don't know how my pumps stayed on. A crosstown bus, then a subway ride to Port Authority. "Nervous" simply isn't the word. I stayed standing on the bus ride, stuck close to the driver, looking behind us, looking ahead, my heart stirring this way and that like so much hot soup, my hands stuck deep in my pockets so my sleeves couldn't be grabbed. I was ready for the rat catcher to appear. So ready. I knew what I'd do. If he tried to take me by the elbow, if he tried to turn me around, I'd come over all tough guy, slam my skull into his forehead. I stayed ready until I got to Port Authority, where the priority shifted to not getting trampled. I really wasn't expecting that kind of hullabaloo. If there'd been more time I'd just have stood stock-still with my eyes closed and my hands clapped over my ears, waiting for a chance to take a step toward the ticket counter without being pushed or yelled at. Folks were stampeding the last bus with everything they had--it was as if anyone unlucky enough to still be on the station platform turned into a pumpkin when the clock struck twelve. I tumbled into the bus with a particularly forceful gang of seven or so--a family, I think--tumbled off the bus again by way of getting caught up in the folds of some man's greatcoat, and scuttled over to the ticket counter to try to find out just where this last bus was going. I saw the rat catcher in the ticket line, long and tall and adamant, four people away from the front, and I pulled my coat collar over my head. I saw the rat catcher get out of a cab and stride toward me, veins bulging out of his forehead, looking like he meant nothing but Business, I whirled around and saw the rat catcher again, pounding on the bus window, trying to find me among the passengers. Okay, so he wasn't really there at all, but that was no reason to relax--it'd be just like him to turn up, really turn up, I mean, a moment or two after my guard came down. I saw him at least twenty times, coming at me from all angles, before I reached the counter. And when I finally did get there, the guy behind it told me it was closed for the night. "When do you open up again?" "Six in the morning." "But I've got to leave tonight." He was basically a jerk. "Jerk" isn't a term I make free and easy use of. I don't go around saying He/she/it is a jerk. But this guy was something special. There I was, looking right at him through the glass as I wept desperately, and there he was, petting his moustache as if it were a small and fractious creature. He sold me a ticket five minutes before the bus left, and he only did it because I slipped him an extra five dollars. I felt a bout of sarcasm coming on when he took the money, but made sure I had the ticket in my hand before I said: "My hero." I was going to the last stop, on account of its being the farthest away--the ticket said the last stop was Flax Hill, and I'd never heard of it. "Flax Hill? Whereabouts would you say that is?" "New England," my hero said. "You're gonna miss that bus." "Where in New England? I mean . . . what state? Vermont, or what?" He studied me with narrowed eyes, selecting a nerve, the fat juicy nerve of mine he'd most like to get upon. "Or what," he said. He drew the blinds down over the counter window, and I ran. There were only two seats left on the bus--one beside an elderly man and one beside a colored woman who was sleeping with her head laid up against the window. The man smelled somewhat urinaceous, so I sat beside the woman, who opened her eyes, asked me if she should get up, nodded, and fell asleep again when I said no. She looked just about worn-out. Across the aisle, a baby started screaming, and its mother bounced it up and down on her knees, trying to soothe it into good behavior. But the shrieking went on and on, primal, almost glad--this protest was righteous. I couldn't make up my mind whether the baby was male or female; the only certainties were near baldness and incandescent rage. The kid didn't like its blanket, or its rattle, or the lap it was sat on, or the world . . . the time had come to demand quality. This continued until the mother, who had been staring into space, suddenly came to and gave her child a particularly vicious look, along with a piece of information: "I don't have a baby that acts this way." The baby seemed taken aback, hiccupped a few times, and fell silent. I held that talisman ticket of mine smooth between my hands right up until the bus pulled out of the station, even though deep down I knew there was no way the rat catcher could have figured out where I was. It wouldn't have occurred to him that I'd leave the state. Maybe he wouldn't look too hard. Maybe he'd just shrug and think, Well, that's cut down the grocery bill. (Actually, I knew he would be murderously mad--I could almost hear him bellowing: "I'm a RAT CATCHER. No two-bit wretch runs out on me, even if she is my daughter!") Don't think of his face --Flax Hill, Flax Hill. With a name like that, it was probably the countryside I was going to. Moonlight, hay, cows chewing cud and exchanging slow, conversational moos. It was a scenario I felt doubtful about. But I was game. I had to be. As pillows go, my bag served pretty well. I listened to the drumming of the bus wheels on the road, made a note that running away from home was as easy as pie once you'd made your mind up to it, and fell asleep with my limbs carefully arranged so as not to touch my neighbor's. Excerpted from Boy, Snow, Bird: A Novel by Helen Oyeyemi All rights reserved by the original copyright owners. Excerpts are provided for display purposes only and may not be reproduced, reprinted or distributed without the written permission of the publisher.