Inspection A novel

Josh Malerman

Book - 2019

"Boys are being trained at one school for geniuses, girls at another. And neither knows the other exists--until now. The innovative author of Bird Box invites you into a tantalizing world of secrets and lies. J is a student at a school deep in a forest far away from the rest of the world. J is one of only twenty-six students, who think of their enigmatic school's founder as their father. His fellow peers are the only family J has ever had. The students are being trained to be prodigies of art, science, and athletics, and their life at the school is all they know--and all they are allowed to know. But J is beginning to suspect that there is something out there, beyond the pines, that the founder does not want him to see, and he...9;s beginning to ask questions. What is the real purpose of this place? Why can the students never leave? And what secrets is their father hiding from them? Meanwhile, on the other side of the forest, in a school very much like J's, a girl named K is asking the same questions. J has never seen a girl, and K has never seen a boy. As K and J work to investigate the secrets of their two strange schools, they come to discover something even more mysterious: each other"--

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Review by New York Times Review

THERE'S NOTHING QUITE LIKE summer to make me long for horror fiction. I can't say why, but on hot and bright afternoons, when the sky is cerulean and the air thick with the scent of cut grass, my imagination bends toward shadowy spaces. So it's no surprise that, when I'm piling up books for summer reading, my choices veer to the dark side. YOU CAN'T GET much darker than The HUNGER (Putnam, paper, $16), Alma Katsu's Bram Stoker Award-nominated novel, just out in paperback. This reimagining of the Donner party's ill-fated westward crossing is supernatural suspense at its finest. It is strangely ethereal, yet gritty, with one eye on the distant skyline and the other on the bloody journey. If historical novels are your thing, "The Hunger" delivers a believable, fully realized 19th-century America. But the best thing about "The Hunger" is that it will scare the pants off you. The basic facts of the story remain true to life: Pioneers, traveling from the Midwest to California, are delayed by infighting and incompetence and forced to spend the winter in the Sierra Nevada. Unprepared for such harsh conditions, they run out of food. Many die. Some of those who survive resort to cannibalism. The first sign of trouble occurs when a boy is dragged away in his sleep. The search party finds him the next morning, but there is "almost nothing left but the skeleton." Predictably, the local Washoe tribe gets the blame. They are not the ones responsible for the carnage, but they know what is: the "na'it," a demon whose name translates as "the hunger." The spirit's appetite is limitless. It slips into a human body, unfurls its insatiable self, and begins to feed, eating the members of the wagon train one by one. "You don't know what it's like, to be starving," the na'it says before it attacks. "The pain of it. It hollows you." Needless to say, it hollows everyone else, too. Katsu's descriptions of the demon are terrifying: "Its mouth seemed to double, its jaw unhinging like that of a snake. He saw teeth sharpened like iron nails, and too many of them, far too many - a long slick of throat, like a dark tunnel, and that horrible tongue slapping like a blind animal feeling for its prey." While Katsu has taken liberties with history here and there (she discusses her research methods in a note at the back of the book), the biggest change in her retelling - and what makes it possible to stomach a novel about cannibalism - is that human beings are not responsible. The na'it is the bad guy here, not us. With blame shifted to the spirit world, we're off the hook, and able to relax and enjoy the journey, one so entertaining that you almost don't mind feeling queasy at dinner. IN MELANIE Golding's debut, LITTLE DARLINGS (Crooked Lane, $26.99), Lauren - a new mother of twins - is targeted hours after delivery by a modern-day witch with "no teeth and a tongue that darted darkly between full but painfully cracked lips," who wants to exchange Lauren's babies for her own monstrous ones. Lauren's first reaction is to call social services. But the witch doesn't want a homeless shelter. She's there to make a deal. Her babies are cursed with "a dark charm" while Lauren and her family "are the lucky ones, you and yours. We had nothing, and even then we were stolen from." It is a frightening encounter, one made even more so by Lauren's postpartum injuries. Her body is raw and ripped, her mind clouded by medication and exhaustion and pain. She is "a pulsating piece of meat full of inconvenient nerve endings and uncauterized vessels... deconstructed by nature, and then by man, then nature again, and finally by man - the two forces tossing her hand over hand, back and forth like a volleyball." Golding's portrait of the female body as a reproductive spectacle - how creation tears it apart and disables it - is unforgettable. Lauren leaves the hospital with her twins but, some months later, the babies disappear. After a frantic search, they are returned possessed by the "evil babies," a change that only Lauren recognizes. With this turn of events, we are thrown into a game of shifting perspectives and unreliable narratives. Who took the twins? Are they in fact possessed? Or is Lauren suffering from postpartum fantasies, a "crazy woman" making hysterical claims? Her manipulative, gaslighting husband, Patrick, thinks she is delusional; Detective Sergeant Jo Harper, who has been put on the case, believes she's not. The reader searches for clues not to solve the crime, but to get a grasp on Lauren's mental state. The crazy unreliable female narrator is a tired device these days, one bordering on cliché, but I found Golding's portrait of new motherhood to be so spot on, so filled with the horrible and gruesome realities of childbirth, and the infantilization of women by the medical system, that I couldn't turn away. There is something of Sylvia Plath in Lauren, her voice a primal maternal shriek that rises like a spell. One suspects that the real sorceress here is Golding, whose writing has given a voice to every wronged mother. missing persons, paranoia and psychosis - this is the stuff of Brian Evenson's latest collection, song for the unraveling OF THE WORLD (Coffee House, paper, $16.95). I've long thought of Evenson as the kind of writer who leads you into the labyrinth, then abandons you there. I have never read a story of his that hasn't messed with me. I know what he can do, and I often expect what's coming, and yet, quick as a sucker punch, there it is: an existential crisis. It's hard to believe a guy can be so frightening, so consistently. Finishing this collection, I came to the conclusion that it's better not to fight, but to give yourself over to a mind that works in alien ways. Take "The Hole," in which a character called Klim is sent out to search for his missing captain, Rurik. "The landscape was gray, unvarying, the ground covered with a thick loam that absorbed the noise." Klim soon falls in a hole, and discovers Rurik, dead, "his body far gone, livid where it wasn't outright black and suppurating." Klim is unhurt, having had "the good fortune of being able to use Rurik to break" his fall, but finds that an alien life form inhabits Rurik's body. The "Rurik creature" wants to make a deal: Klim can move over and make room in his body for the creature, or die. Klim stalls for time, but eventually, the creature loses patience: "You will join us. Shall it be willingly or no?" Evenson has been compared to the short story writer Paul Bowles, but he's also the heir to Rod Serling, with his "Twilight Zone" variety of bizarre, yet oddly moral, storytelling. Now that the reboot has aired, maybe someone at CBS could get Evenson to write an episode or two? It would make for some truly troubling television. one of my favorite discoveries this year has been the Paperbacks From Hell reissue series from Valancourt Books, which consists of five long-out-of-print vintage horror novels selected by Grady Hendrix, author of "Paperbacks From Hell," and Will Errickson, author of "Too Much Horror Fiction." So far, two of them have come out. Gregory A. Douglas's THE NEST (Valancourt, paper, $16.99) IS a Cautionary tale of pollution and infestation. When a garbage dump on Cape Cod changes its pest control, cockroaches mutate into monstrous, flesh-eating machines. The back cover describes "The Nest" as an "animal attack" novel in the style of "Jaws," but 1 would say that it is an early example of the climate horror genre, a category of fiction that is thriving now, and will only grow more relevant in the future. the second book in the series, Elizabeth Engstrom's WHEN DARKNESS LOVES US (Valancourt, paper, $16.99), is a strange and creepy novel, part romance, part nightmare. Sixteen-year-old Sally Ann Hixson has wandered down to an old abandoned tunnel "when the doors above slammed shut, cutting off all light, and the sound of a padlock's shank driving home pierced her heart." When Sally Ann is dragged up from an old well "light as a paper bag," she finds that everything in her life has changed. The remaining three paperbacks in the series - "The Reaping," by Bernard Taylor, "The Tribe," by Bari Wood, and "The Spirit," by Thomas Page - haven't been released yet, but they are something I'm looking forward to reading this summer, especially "The Spirit," a Bigfoot novel that Grady Hendrix, in his Goodreads review, promises will have "no long boring speculative lectures on the feeding and mating habits of Bigfoot... and Bigfoot doesn't rape anyone." Sounds like my kind of Bigfoot. when my french mother-in-law came to New York this spring, I asked her to bring me the French edition of Grégoire Courtois's THE LAWS OF THE SKIES (Coach House, paper, $16.95) so that I could compare the original with Rhonda Mullins's (excellent, it turns out) translation. My belle-mere read a few chapters on the plane, and her reaction is one I will never forget: Wide-eyed, a little off balance, she gave me the book as if it were a bloody mouse pulled from a trap. That is what Courtois aims to do - shock and destabilize - and that is what he does in this slim novel about a children's camping trip gone horribly wrong. It's a hard read, both graphic and childlike at once, the tone crystalline and the characters flat as people in a fairy tale. Like "Lord of the Flies," "The Laws of the Skies" suggests that there is an inherent evil in certain children, one that emerges in nature, and that it's best to keep the kids at home lest they go wild. the "bird box" author Josh Malerman's new novel, inspection (Del Rey, $27), explores the opposite scenario: the disaster of keeping innocent children isolated in a man-made environment. Richard, known as D.A.D., and Marilyn, known as M.O.M., have embarked on an experiment in which they raise two groups of children, one male and one female, in isolation without any knowledge of each other. M.O.M. and D.A.D. took 26 boys and 26 girls as infants, gave them letters as names (A through Z), christened them the Alphabet Boys and the Letter Girls and brainwashed them into believing they had been born from "Living Trees." If any of the children discover the truth, as two boys - A and Z - did, they are killed. What could possibly be the point of this bizarre experiment? Well, Richard thinks that boys only become geniuses when undistracted by thoughts of sex and desire. He wants the boys to become "the most enlightened, undistracted minds in the history of mankind." "The opposite sex gets in the way of this happening," Richard believes. Marilyn, for her part, got into the kidnapping and brainwashing business because her married friends weren't much fun anymore. "Why," Marilyn wonders, "did it seem that everyone around her changed so much when paired with another?" "Most, if not all, had sunk below the surface of relationship mud." Aside from the nonsensical motives of these two weirdos, and the near impossibility of rounding up 52 infants to squirrel away without some major inquiry, there is a more nefarious assumption here: that all couples are male and female, and that love or desire cannot possibly occur between the same sex. I'm sorry to be the bearer of bad news, but statistically, some of those kids are going to grow up distracted. If you can get over the flawed premise, the book doesn't reward your efforts. World building goes on forever, with the details of the children's lives piling up without much dramatic thrust. Just when we start to understand the Alphabet Boys' world and are ready for something to happen, we jump over to the Letter Girls and do it all again. It's a shame, because Malerman's presence on the page is alluring, and his portraits of the children are emotionally resonant. One of the more satisfying moments of the book comes when a boy and a girl finally establish contact. "Something very important was stolen from us," J, a boy, says to K, a girl, when they meet in secret. "And you know what's worse? We didn't even know there was freedom to miss." ? takes his hand and says: "Whatever they took, let's take it back." J and K, like anyone who has been duped, are vengeful. Their resistance to being trapped in a world where the possibility of love doesn't exist is where the real story lies. But such moments are too few and far between. The kids, with all their anger, are stranded in a thought experiment. As a result, the gruesome violence at the end feels inauthentic, a blood bath masquerading as denouement. Perhaps I was disappointed because I agree with Malerman: Segregation by gender is genuinely terrifying. Only this book doesn't seem to know why. for a real-life segregated community, look no farther than FLIGHT OR FRIGHT: 17 Turbulent Tales (Scribner, paper, $17), the anthology edited by Stephen King and Bev Vincent that has just been released in paperback. It features 17 short stories about "all the things that can go horribly wrong when you're suspended six miles in the air." But what has actually gone horribly wrong is the failure of these experienced editors to include even one female horror writer in their collection. The effect is a single-note book that lacks depth or complexity. While there are no female writers, plenty of women pop in for quick cameos. There is Katie, whose absence "in the kitchen or watching soaps or whatever it is she does in her free time" allows her brother Jorgensen to reveal his war stories to the son of a fellow soldier in David J. Schow's "Warbirds." There is the dull flight attendant in Richard Matheson's creepy "Nightmare at 20,000 Feet" with the "blank expression" who, when asked by a panicked passenger to verify that a creature with a "hideously malignant face" is crawling on the wing of the DC-7, reacts with all the force of a blowup doll: "Red lips part as though she meant to speak but she said nothing, only placing the lips together again and swallowing." And there is the wife, mentioned in passing in Ray Bradbury's allegorical tale "The Flying Machine," whose ignorance of her husband's invention spares her life. While her secondary role is a blessing in this instance, such flat, offstage characters are boring. I would have liked to read about more interesting and complicated people - both male and female. As we saw in Malerman's book, one without the other makes for dull fiction. One of the best stories is Joe Hill's excellent "You Are Released," where the characters are as varied as those one finds on an actual flight. All kinds of people - rich and poor, liberal and conservative, famous and obscure, male and female - are traveling at 37,000 feet when there is an "incident at Anderson Air Force Base in Guam ... some kind of flash." The tension in this story rises from impending nuclear war, but also from the conflict of being trapped in a small space with other people. You like them and you hate them and you want to see what happens to them because, although they are different from you, you recognize their humanity. I can't help believing that if the collection included writers of various perspectives, it would have been as complex as Hill's imagination. That Stephen King (Hill's father) would edit such a lopsided book surprises me, as he has been so outspoken about the systematic elision of women's names. Back in February, he tweeted that his wife, Tabitha King, was "rightly pissed" that she had not been mentioned by name in the media after the Kings gave a donation to the New England Historic Genealogical Society, but had been referred to merely as "Stephen King's wife." Most women know that these fly-bys happen all the time, especially when it comes to getting credit for their contributions. But they shouldn't happen when Stephen King is in the cockpit. His defense of Tabitha King, and by extension all women who merit their names in print, showed an awareness of how hard women must struggle for recognition. When good guys like Stephen King replicate the very bias they criticize, it's clear we're in trouble. Like K, the Alphabet Girl who wanted her due, it's time to replace what's missing. Women make donations to genealogical societies. Women buy and read books. Women write horror fiction. Let's see their names. DANIELLE TRUSSONI, the author of the Angelology series of novels, co-hosts the Writerly podcast. Her new novel, "The Ancestor," will be out in 2020.

Copyright (c) The New York Times Company [June 9, 2019]
Review by Booklist Review

Malerman's (Bird Box, 2014) latest has all of the claustrophobic tension his fans crave, but this time the monsters are 100 percent human. The 12-year-old Alphabet Boys live in a tower in the woods of northern Michigan. They have been raised by their D.A.D., Richard, in an isolated world where women don't exist, part of an experiment to see if separating the sexes will allow true genius to be cultivated. And if there is a boys' tower, there's probably a girls' tower too. Every narrator, including adults and kids of both sexes, is unreliable either a deliberate liar or raised in a false world so much so that readers can't rely on their own assumptions about rules of character and plot. Malerman makes the horror of this impossible experiment appear completely plausible while thoughtfully contemplating grand issues like nature versus nurture, gender roles, and scientific ethics all of that, plus he manages to create a satisfyingly oppressive atmosphere. And yet, for all of this serious intensity, Inspection feels effortless; the story flows easily and at a compelling pace: think Shirley Jackson writing Lord of the Flies (1954). Hand to fans of Margaret Atwood or Never Let Me Go, by Kazuo Ishiguro (2005).--Becky Spratford Copyright 2019 Booklist

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Review by Publisher's Weekly Review

In this strange, uneven horror novel, Malerman (Unbury Carol) depicts a mad couple's experiment in trying to separate the sexes. Deep in the woods of Michigan sits a complex full of young boys. There used to be one for every letter of the alphabet, but when J was just two, A and Z were sent to the Corner. The Alphabet Boys don't know what that means, exactly, but they know it's bad. They also don't know that the world holds anything but men. Raised by D.A.D., also known as Richard, they have no idea that women exist; Richard hypothesizes that this will make them smarter and less distracted. Three miles away sits a similar complex full of girls who have no knowledge of men. As the kids reach puberty, K, a Letter Girl, starts becoming more curious about the world around her. The inevitable end is sudden and bloody. The story is narrated by J, K, and Warren Bratt, a man hired to write all the leisure books the boys read. There are parts of this book that require near-impossible suspension of disbelief; no thought is given to what would happen if one of the kids turns out to be queer or transgender, for example, and some premises go unexplained, such as why Warren has suddenly developed a guilt complex 13 years in. Fans of bad horror movies might find the story fun, but if Malerman intends it to be a serious exploration of gender or parenting, it falls far short. Agent: Kristin Nelson, Nelson Literary. (Mar.) © Copyright PWxyz, LLC. All rights reserved.

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Review by Kirkus Book Review

In a remote patch of forest, in old turreted towers, a group of 24 boys and another group of 25 girls, each assigned letters instead of names, are being raised as part of an experiment without knowledge of the outside world, each other, or the very existence of an opposite sex.The founder of this dark experiment, Richard (aka the boys' D.A.D.), is seeking to develop geniuses by eliminating the distractions of sex. The 12-year-old Alphabet Boys and 11-year-old Letter Girls have been taught that they grew on trees. The possible existence of God is omitted from their lessons and from the lesson-bearing novels that outside writers, including a tortured soul from Milwaukee, are paid to write. For Richard, "obedience trumped religion." Those who aren't obedient, notably boys A and Z and girl J, are taken to a mysterious basement room called the Corner, never to be seen again. But even at the risk of extreme punishment, the male J can't resist sneaking out to investigate his surroundings after the shattering discovery that things his adored D.A.D. is telling him are not true. J's fearless female counterpart, K, whose story converges with his, becomes even more determined to penetrate the lies and hold the so-called Parenthood behind them to account. Though one shocking plot turn is forced and the publisher needlessly gives away what would have been a beautifully orchestrated surprise, this unlikely cross between 1984 and Lord of the Flies tantalizes.Malerman, whose profile was significantly raised by the recent Netflix adaptation of his first novel, Bird Box (2014), delivers another freaky thriller. The book ultimately lacks real depth but still enhances his reputation as one of today's most unpredictable novelists. Copyright Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.

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Good Morning at the Parenthood! No boy had ever failed an Inspection. For this, J felt no anxiety as the steel door creaked open before him, as the faces of the Parenthood looked out, as the Inspectors stood against the far wall, each with a hand on the magnifying glasses hooked to their belts. J had done this every morning of his life, every morning he could remember, and, despite Q's theories on likelihoods and probabilities (his idea that eventually someone must fail in order to justify a lifetime of Inspections), J felt no doubt, no dread, no fear. "Enter, J," Collins called. Collins, the stuffiest, oldest, burliest Inspector of all. The man smelled of old textbooks. His belly hung so far over his belt D joked he kept an Alphabet Boy hidden in there. That's where we come from, D had said. But all the Alphabet Boys knew they came from the Orchard, having grown on the Living Trees. "Come on, then," Collins said. It was a wonder any words at all made it through the man's bushy brown mustache. J knew the Inspector did not speak for himself. D.A.D. must've given the signal it was time to begin. To the snickers of L, D, and Q behind him, J entered and removed his pajamas, folding them and placing them in a neat pile upon the steel end table by the Check-­Up room door. As the door was closing behind J, D called, "Shoulda showered, J!" And J pointed at him, the Alphabet Boys' gesture that meant, You're a jerk, brother. The door locked into place, his clothes nicely piled, J stepped to the pair of rubber footprints on the cold steel floor. Winter was close, arriving perhaps as soon as tomorrow. And while J enjoyed the Effigy Meet as much as his brothers, he liked to keep the cold outside. The Check-­Up room was as frigid as any he knew in the Turret. "Turn," Inspector Collins said. He and Jeffrey observed from a distance, always the first step of the morning's Inspection. The dogs breathed heavy behind the glass door beyond the men. J turned to his left. He heard the leather of D.A.D.'s red jacket stretching. The man, as of yet out of sight, must have crossed his arms or sat back in his chair. Winter outside the Turret could be brutal. Some years were worse than others. J, nearing his thirteenth birthday along with his twenty-­three brothers, had experienced twelve winters. And with each one, Professor Gulch warned the boys about depression. The sense of loneliness that came from being stuck inside a ten-­story tower, when the Orchard and the Yard froze over, when even the pines looked too cold to survive. Hysteria, J thought. He shook his head, trying to roll the idea out his ear. It was a word he didn't like anywhere inside his head. As if the four syllables had the same properties as Rotts and Moldus, Vees and Placasores. The very diseases the Inspectors searched him for now. "Turn." Collins again. His gruff voice part and parcel of the Check-­Up room. Like the sound of clacking dishes in the cafeteria. Or the choral voices of his brothers in the Body Hall. "Cold," J said, turning his back to the Inspectors, facing now the locked door. It was often chilly in the Check-­Up room; unseen breezes, as if the solid-­steel walls were only an illusion, and the distorted reflections unstable drawing on the wind. J imagined a slit somewhere, a crack in those walls, allowing pre-­winter inside. It was similar, J thought, to the veterinarian's office in Lawrence Luxley's book Dogs and Dog Days. The brilliant leisure writer had described the poor animals' reactions so well: Unwelcoming, cold, it was as though Doctor Grand had intentionally made it so, so that the dogs understood the severity of their visits. And still, despite the inhospitable environs, the dogs understood that the room was good for them. That their lives depended on these regular visits. Some of them were even able to suppress their basest instincts . . . the ones that told them to run. J had memorized all of Lawrence Luxley's books. Many of the Alphabet Boys had. "Turn." J did as he was told. Always had. The routine of the Inspections was as ingrained in his being as chewing before swallowing. And with this third turn, he faced D.A.D. A thrill ran through him, as it always had, twelve years running, to see D.A.D. for the first time in the day. The bright-­red jacket and pants were like a warm fire in the cold Check-­Up room. Or the sun coming up. "Did you sleep well, J?" D.A.D.'s voice. Always direct, always athletic. J wasn't the only Alphabet Boy who equated the man's voice with strength. Comfort. Security. Knowledge. "I actually did not," J said, his twelve-­year-­old voice an octave deeper than it was only a year ago. "I dreamt something terrible." "Is that right?" D.A.D.'s hazel eyes shone above his black beard, his hair black, too. J had black hair. Just like his D.A.D. "I'm intrigued. Tell me all about it." "Turn," Collins said. And J turned to face the Inspectors and the dogs all over again. No longer facing D.A.D., the color red like a nosebleed out of the corner of his eye now, J recounted his unconscious struggle. He'd been lost in a Yard four hundred times the size of the one he enjoyed every day. He described the horror of not being able to find his way back to the Turret. "Lost?" D.A.D. echoed. The obvious interest in his voice was as clear to J as the subtle sound of his leather gloves folding around his pencil. Yes, J told him, yes, he'd felt lost in the dream. He'd somehow strayed too far from the Turret and the Parenthood within. He couldn't remember how exactly--­the actual pines framing the Yard in were not present in this dream. But he was certainly very anxious to get back. He could hear his floor mates Q, D, and L calling from a distance but could not see the orange bricks of the tower. He couldn't make out the iron spires that framed the roof's ledge like a lonely bottom row of teeth. Teeth J and the other Alphabet Boys had looked through many nights, having found the nerve to sneak up to the roof. Nor could he see the tallest of the spires, the single iron tooth that pointed to the sky like a fang. Gone were the finite acres of the Yard, the expanse of green lawn between himself and the Turret. So were the reflections in the many elongated windows of the many floors. In their stead was endless green grass. And fog. "Well, winter is upon us," D.A.D. said. His voice was control. Always. Direction. Solution. Order. "Couldn't even see the fang, hmm? No sign of the Parenthood at all. No sign of home." J thought of the yellow door on the roof, visible all the way from the Yard below. He thought of the solid orange bricks and how, on a summer day, the Turret resembled a sunrise. "No," he said, shaking his head, looking to the silent faces of the Inspectors, who quietly fingered the magnifying glasses at their belts. J understood now, as a twelve-­year-­old boy, something he hadn't at eleven: The Inspections didn't begin when the Inspectors used their glasses. It began the second you walked through the door. "You must have been so scared," D.A.D. continued. His voice was fatherhood. Administration. Always. "But, tell me, did you eventually find the Turret before waking?" J was quiet a moment. He scratched at his right elbow with his left hand. He yawned a second time. Hysteria, he thought again. He actually made fists, as if to knock the thought out of his head. Professor Gulch taught psychology and often stressed the many ways a boy's mind might turn on itself: mania, attention deficit, persecution, dissociation from reality, depression, and hysteria. For J, it had all sounded like distant impossibilities. Conditions to be studied for the purpose of study alone. Certainly J wasn't afraid of one day experiencing these states of mind himself. Yet here he was . . . twelve years old . . . and how else could he explain the new, unknown feelings he'd been having of late? What would Gulch call the sense of isolation, of being incomplete, when he looked out across the Yard, toward the entrance to the many rows of the Orchard? To where the Living Trees grew? The boy recalled his childhood as though through a glass with residue of milk upon it. Unable to answer the simple question: Where do I come from? Another Lawrence Luxley line. A real zinger, as Q would say. But no, J thought, there in the Check-­Up room. He wasn't trying to answer that question at all. No boy had ever determined which of the cherry trees in the Orchard were the ones they had grown on. And as far as J knew, they were fine with that. Weren't they? 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