What no one tells you A guide to your emotions from pregnancy to motherhood

Alexandra Sacks

Book - 2019

"Your guide to the emotions of pregnancy and early motherhood, from two of America's top reproductive psychiatrists. With a combined thirty years of counseling new and expectant mothers, Dr. Sacks and Dr. Birndorf have seen firsthand how the pressure to be perfect, and perfectly happy, leaves women feeling confused and even ashamed of the emotions that can bubble up during pregnancy. Now, in What No One Tells You, the two psychiatrists show why it's natural for "matrescence"--the birth of a mother--to be as stressful and transformative a period as adolescence. From the swirl of trepidation and joy of seeing that plus sign, to the complexities of bonding with a tiny and mighty newborn human, Drs. Sacks and Birndorf p...rovide a roadmap for mothers-to-be, detailing the emotions (both positive and negative) that can develop, explaining the psychological backstory as to why, and offering women a practical guide for managing the ups and downs of this exciting, exhausting time. After years of hearing their patients say, "But how come no one told me?" Drs. Birndorf and Sacks are ready to share their secrets with the world"--

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Published
New York : Simon & Schuster 2019.
Language
English
Main Author
Alexandra Sacks (author)
Other Authors
Catherine Birndorf (author)
Edition
First Simon & Schuster trade paperback edition
Physical Description
xxii, 372 pages : illustrations ; 23 cm
Bibliography
Includes bibliographical references (pages 347-353) and index.
ISBN
9781501112560
  • Introduction
  • Chapter 1. The First Trimester: Processing the news.
  • Pleasure and panic when you see the plus sign.
  • Navigating your partner's reaction to the news.
  • Who do you tell, when, and how?
  • How pregnancy triggers sibling rivalry and makes you revisit your childhood.
  • A Pregnancy hormone Primer.
  • The fear and the facts of miscarriage.
  • Chapter 2. The Second Trimester: Grappling with the logistics of a changing body and family.
  • Finding out the baby's sex-or not-and parsing your feelings about gender.
  • The psychology and social pressures of choosing a name.
  • Handling weight gain and body image.
  • How to stay sane while waiting for medical results.
  • Sharing your news with a wider circle and at work.
  • The good, the bad, and the ugly of pregnancy sex.
  • Chapter 3. The Third Trimester: Accepting and preparing for a significant change to your identity.
  • How to become a mother without losing your self.
  • Dealing with unsolicited advice, intrusive stories, and strangers touching your body.
  • Financial planning for parenthood and its impact on your partnership.
  • How to have a baby shower that will be meaningful for you-or no baby shower at all.
  • The truth behind "nesting."
  • Chapter 4. Labor and Delivery: Facing one of life's most intense experiences.
  • Mindful preparation for birth plans and birth classes.
  • How to help your partner be a partner in labor.
  • A primer on the hormones of childbirth.
  • Deciding who gets to be in your delivery room.
  • Meeting your baby and love at first sight-or not.
  • Emotional recovery from physical trauma.
  • The psychology of beginning breastfeeding.
  • Chapter 5. The Fourth Trimester: Recovery, adaptation, and ambivalence in your first trimester of motherhood.
  • The intense experience of being alone with your baby.
  • How to combat self-criticism.
  • How to preserve (or develop) self-care and mindfulness.
  • Techniques for healthy co-parenting.
  • Managing your visitors and asking for help when you need it.
  • Chapter 6. The First Year of Motherhood: Flourishing in your new and evolving matrescence.
  • Preparing for healthy attachment.
  • Emotionally wise approaches to sleep training.
  • How your relationship to food shapes your child's early feeding.
  • Returning to work and the complex dynamics of child care.
  • Mommy brain and the divided mind.
  • Understanding and adapting to changing friendships.
  • The physical and emotional realities of postpartum sex.
  • Conclusion: Happy Birthday to You
  • Appendix: Figuring out if you need professional help and how to feel better.
  • "The baby blues" versus postpartum depression versus postpartum anxiety versus matrescence.
  • Risk factors and tips for preventing depression and anxiety.
  • How to tell if you may have postpartum depression or anxiety.
  • Primers on different types of therapists and therapies.
  • Can you take antidepressants while pregnant or breastfeeding?
  • What is reproductive psychiatry?
  • Resources
  • Endnotes
  • Index
  • Acknowledgments
Review by Booklist Review

Too often women imagine pregnancy, childbirth, and the first year of parenthood through rose-colored glasses. Reproductive psychiatrists Sacks and Birndorf reassuringly talk about why these experiences can be stressful. They call pregnancy early motherhood matrescence, which fittingly sounds like adolescence, another time when bodies morph and hormones surge. Aimed mostly toward first-time moms, their easy-to-read guide calls out specific issues, such as questions a woman might want to ask herself before sharing the news of a pregnancy. (Would she be all right with telling these people about a miscarriage?) Some advice is fundamental, such as when, in the second-trimester section, they urge pregnant women to eat fresh, whole foods. An appendix about baby blues, postpartum depression, and antidepressants helps readers distinguish between normal worry and sadness and so-called perinatal mood and anxiety disorders. (Does a mom fear she will harm her baby?) And yes, dads can also get postpartum depression, partly because they, too, are getting less sleep, less exercise, less sex, less downtime, and more responsibility. In all, a good guide to mental health issues faced by new parents.--Karen Springen Copyright 2019 Booklist

From Booklist, Copyright (c) American Library Association. Used with permission.
Review by Publisher's Weekly Review

Two reproductive psychiatrists address new and expectant mothers in their well-intentioned but misdirected debut. Sacks and Birndorf's primary concerns are to insist that pregnancy and motherhood do not necessarily mean "ultimate happiness," and to validate the less-than-blissful feelings and experiences common in the period. When they offer advice, though, it is often directive on topics outside the scope of emotional health, such as a push toward a "fed is best" philosophy on the question of whether to use breast milk or formula. They can also come across as patronizing, as when they issue a boldface reminder to do baby-related budgeting by the third trimester "if you haven't already." Though the book's basic organizing principle-by trimesters, labor and delivery, early parenting, and the first year-makes sense, the finer points of its organization are confusing, with some topics randomly relegated to FAQs at chapter ends, even when accorded pages of discussion. But most problematically, though the authors perform a needed task in absolving their readers of feeling guilt over difficult emotions, they also insist on their own expertise and neglect introspection in favor of practical fixes, in ways that could feel disempowering and alienating to mothers. Agent: David Kuhn, Aevitas. (Apr.) © Copyright PWxyz, LLC. All rights reserved.

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What No One Tells You Introduction Julie had dreamed for years about becoming a mother. It took months of trying, but finally, here she was, excited, grateful, and a bit nauseated. At an early doctor's appointment, she and her husband were relieved to hear that the screening results were healthy. Julie and her husband hadn't discussed whether they'd want to know the baby's sex in advance, but when the doctor asked, "Do you want to find out?" they locked eyes and agreed: "Sure, let's go for it." The doctor smiled and said, "Congratulations, you're having a boy!" Julie's husband squeezed her hand and beamed, but she felt her heart sink. Since the baby she had always imagined had been a little girl, she felt like she was losing that dream. What's wrong with me? she asked herself. My baby is healthy, my husband is happy, and all I can feel is disappointment that I'm not having a girl? She plastered on a fake smile, but as she gathered her things to leave the exam room, all she could think was: Am I a horrible person? Will I be able to love my son? Everything was going well, but Julie was spiraling, caught up in her worst fear: being a bad mom. Julie wasn't a bad mom, of course. She loved her son, and once he was born, she would say that she couldn't imagine any other baby than him. But this wasn't the last time in her pregnancy or motherhood that she would be troubled by mixed feelings--about her son, about herself, about her choice to become a mother. And for Julie, as for many mothers, these ambivalent feelings sent up red flags. Anything less than joy and contentment, Julie thought, must mean there was something wrong. But that couldn't be further from the truth. The expectation that babies bring ultimate happiness is not only unrealistic, it's dangerous. Our culture reinforces a story of motherhood that has left out doubt, uncertainty, and the bittersweet, and this myth has become hazardous to women's mental health. It's time to rebirth pregnancy and bring parenting down to earth. We, the authors of this book, are reproductive psychiatrists: medical doctors who specialize in helping women navigate their emotions before, during, and after pregnancy. Because we listen to their stories every day, we know that most pregnant women and new mothers experience pressure to project an outward image of ease, when inside they're wresting with chaotic emotions. Even if motherhood has been a lifelong desire, once it arrives, many women find themselves feeling lost somewhere between who they were before and who they think they should be now. And because many of our patients tell us that the only place they can be honest about their contradictory feelings is in a therapist's office, we know that too many women are ashamed to speak openly of these struggles for fear of being judged and labeled bad or ungrateful mothers. For most women, it's this shame and silence that's the real problem, not the experiences themselves. Many women tell us they assume that having conflicted and confusing emotions means they are developing a mental illness. Of course, there are some women who need professional intervention. But over time, we've come to see that the majority of pregnant women and new mothers experience a natural emotional flux that falls in between bliss and the blues. Nothing as important as motherhood can be purely good or bad--it's far too complex. * * * Society seems to be invested in a "bliss myth," the idea that joy is the primary emotion of motherhood. But every mother will have moments of ambivalence, because she's always juggling between giving and taking. Since these conflicting feelings are rarely openly discussed, many women are left feeling that these struggles are their fault. When women's stories deviate from this bliss narrative, they may feel alarmed and bury the experience, choosing not to share the uglier moments of motherhood with family and friends, and hardly ever on social media. Their stories are pushed deep down and left untold, and so the cycle continues. Many of our patients tell us that they haven't heard sad or challenging stories about motherhood from others, so they are shocked when they have difficulty around common experiences like miscarriage, trouble breastfeeding, fighting with their families and partners, or simply feeling disappointed. A refrain that we hear again and again from our patients is: "Why didn't anyone tell me it would be like this?" Sure, we all think we know the list of changes that come with pregnancy--you gain weight, your ankles swell, you have to pee all the time--but the reality is far more intense and abstract. Pregnancy is one of the most transformative events a human can go through, and dramatic changes to the body are never solely physical. Strange hormones will be coursing through your veins. Your role in your family will change--your relationship to your partner and to your own parents--as will how society sees you. It's a challenging journey, yet guidebooks have been scarce. Most books about pregnancy are about having a good pregnancy, in which the goal is giving birth to a healthy baby. Most advice on early motherhood focuses on how to care for the baby, this strange and vulnerable new creature you're suddenly responsible for. Of course, women need this information. But pregnancy is not only the process of giving birth to your new baby--it's also the process of giving birth to a new you. And that kind of labor doesn't always feel good or happen easily. We've all seen the Instagram or magazine images of the pregnant woman or postpartum supermom: a wise, efficient, gorgeous but modest multitasker who glows in her delivery room photo and laughs off the challenges of leaking breasts, dirty laundry, sleep training, an intrusive mother-in-law, and a grumpy, sex-starved partner. Her house is always clean, her hair is always done, and she's back in her skinny jeans just weeks after delivery. Or maybe your image of the Perfect Mother is different. Maybe she's a savvy businesswoman juggling office and home life without breaking a sweat. Maybe she's a grounded earth mother, doing sunrise yoga and preparing organic meals for her family from scratch. Maybe she looks like your own mother. Maybe she's the exact opposite of your mother. Whoever she is, she's a perfect--and thus impossible--ideal. This is why the idea of the "good enough mother" (coined by the pediatrician and psychoanalyst Donald Winnicott) is so crucial but feels dangerous to many of us--it sounds like settling. The image of the Perfect Mother looms over us, even when we know that in other areas of life, striving for perfection only sets us up to fail. Why didn't anyone tell me it would be like this? Well, we're here to tell you now. You shouldn't have to go to a psychiatrist to learn the nuts and bolts of how pregnancy and early motherhood impact your emotional life. This information should be as openly discussed and readily available as the advice in What to Expect When You're Expecting. After years of repeating this very information to thousands of women, we decided to write this book--at the risk of putting ourselves out of business. This guidebook will describe how you may change in terms of your moods, hormones, brain chemistry, identity, and relationships when you become a mother. We'll take you on a chronological tour of the most important moments, from your positive pregnancy test through your baby's first year, and provide plenty of explanation and practical advice along the way. We'll explore how to announce your pregnancy to friends having fertility issues, and why strangers may give you unsolicited advice. We'll discuss why some couples' sex lives fizzle and others spark during pregnancy, and the evolutionary biology behind the nesting instinct. You'll learn how memories may shape your experience of giving birth, and the most common reactions to being alone with your baby for the very first time. Through the stories of women we have worked with, we will share how mothering is intergenerational: for better and for worse, your maternal identity is rooted in your mother's style, and hers in her mother's. You'll learn what to watch out for as you reexperience your own childhood in the act of parenting, repeating what was good while trying to improve upon what you want to do better. We'll address competition: your friends and family, and even your spouse or partner, will be competing with your baby for your attention. Motherhood will also compete for the time, energy, and resources you're used to investing into your own life: eating, exercise, recreation, organization, sexuality, and work. We'll discuss how to navigate the shift in your role and relationship to all these people and places as well as yourself. We'll teach you about attachment and how to understand your child's temperament, and provide advice on how to navigate relationships around child care. In an appendix, we'll discuss how to reduce the risk of postpartum depression and anxiety, how to know if you have it, and the science behind medication safety during pregnancy and breastfeeding. Overall, this is a guide to taking care of yourself through pregnancy and motherhood, a period of life we call "matrescence." Try saying it out loud: matrescence. It sounds like adolescence, a well-described developmental phase and another time when bodies morph and hormones surge. Everyone understands that adolescence is an awkward phase. But during matrescence, people expect you to be happy while you're losing control over the way you look, feel, and relate to everyone around you. We're here to help you see the truth beneath those expectations. A Note to Our Readers This book is for opposite- and same-sex, cisgender and transgender, single and divorced, married and unmarried parents. We'll talk about vaginal birth, C-section, IVF, and donor eggs; we hope mothers via surrogacy, adoption, and many other paths find our postpartum chapters helpful. This book is oriented toward women who are physically pregnant. However, it is not meant to exclude anyone of any gender, parenthood story, or any family configuration. You can also look in the appendix for recommendations of other supplementary materials. Much of the advice in this book is geared to the first-time mother; however, as every mother with more than one child knows, each pregnancy and parenting experience is different. If you're already a mother and pregnant or parenting with your next child, we think you'll still find much of the advice in this book helpful. Though the psychological story of fathers and partners deserves its own book, this book may also be helpful for caretakers in many roles, especially in helping to understand and empathize with what your pregnant or postpartum partner is going through. The patient stories in this book are derived from the combined thirty years we have spent learning from women. To protect privacy, the quotes used herein are not specific to any given patients but are our recollections of stories we have heard over and over that we have come to see as universal or emblematic and advice that we hope will be helpful to the majority of readers. While this book addresses the wide range of emotions women may experience during pregnancy and the postpartum, the anecdotes and advice may be weighted toward more emotionally challenging experiences, as our hope is that this book provides advice and support to women in need. Finally, this book is not a substitute for proper professional care if you're experiencing significant distress that meets the criteria for mental illness or other medical issues. Please see the Resources for our recommendations on other communities and tools. And consider visiting us on social media to help expand the scope of the conversations begun here. Excerpted from What No One Tells You: A Guide to Your Emotions from Pregnancy to Motherhood by Alexandra Sacks, Catherine Birndorf All rights reserved by the original copyright owners. Excerpts are provided for display purposes only and may not be reproduced, reprinted or distributed without the written permission of the publisher.