There was a smash! Dr Sinéad Wilder had half-convinced herself she'd dreamt it, until Katie sat up beside her. 'Mommy? 'a' go bang?' 'Sssh.Nothing, Katie-pie. Go back to sleep.' Sinéad slid her hand under the pillow, reaching for the ... crap> ! Where was it? The stairs creaked. Sinéad tried not to panic. ' 'a' doing', Mommy?' 'Nothing, I'm not ... Everything's fine. Back to sleep, sweetheart. NOW!' All right, maybe she was panicking a little. Sinéad's fingers curled around the metal, but she didn't have time to feel relieved before the door burst open. Something stumbled in. Sinéad didn't wait to find out what. She yanked the gun out, fired - and missed.Which is good, because it was Robert. Just Robert. He wasn't OK. 'Madison's gone. The front door's smashed open. But she's been in the lab. There's bits of mice and blood -' 'Blood?' said Katie. (She was two, not deaf.) Sinéad was already up, snatching more darts off the nightstand. So when Katie reached out, she just scooped her up too. 'It's all right, Katie-pie. It's - it's an adventure. Hey,you want a sleepover with Debbie Next Door?' Katie nodded. Just as well, because she was not comingwith them. Sinéad wrapped Katie in one of Brendan's old sweaters and snuggled her close, inhaling her husband's scent mingled with their daughter's. 'Sinéad?' said Robert. 'You OK?' 'Me?' Sinéad jogged Katie onto her hip, forcing a smile. 'Always. Let's go.' * * * After Brendan's funeral, Debbie had said Sinéad could call in 'any time, for anything' - and if spur-of-the-moment 3am babysitting wasn't quite what she'd meant, you'd never have guessed from her smile as she took Katie, while Sinéad sped off with Robert in whatever-she-drove-back-then. Whatever it was, it suddenly felt way too small because Robert was getting very upset. Sinéad glanced at the dart gun in her lap. It was loaded, obviously, but could she drive, aim and fire all at once? Did it even matter? If things went that far, crashing would be theleast of her worries. 'It'll be grand.' Sinéad had to sound certain, because she wasn't. 'Just take a breath and use that - that thing. The buzzy connection you two have, yeah?' 'The thing,' said Robert. 'Right. Just - just relax. Think of Maddie, and - oh God - Bump!' 'Ah, Bump's fine,' Sinéad said. 'He's a scrapper.' 'She.' 'She?' 'You know, Maddie's convinced,' said Robert. 'She's been eyeing Katie's princess costumes for - oh! LEFT, NOW.' Well, that worked. Sinéad felt a split-second of relief, before fear kicked in. Because if Robert could feel Madison, that meant - 'She's close,' he said. 'Down there.' Down that dark creepy cul-de-sac? Of course she was .Sinéad tried not to shudder as she turned the wheel again. The headlights caught Madison immediately. Robert didn't even wait for the car to stop before jumping out. 'MADDIE!' Sinéad yanked the hand-brake and flung her own door open, tripping over the seatbelt as she scrambled out. She hit the ground awkwardly and tried not to think about thecrunch of her ankle. It could hurt later. Madison looked up from the body. Except, that's not quite right, because it wasn't Madison - and that was barely a body any more. But Not-Madison - the huge leathery beast with yellow eyes and glinty claws - looked up, licked blood off its snout, then turned to growl at Robert. 'Maddie,' he said, 'it's OK, babe. Just -' Not-Maddie pounced. Sinéad grabbed the gun. The monster slashed out, catching Robert in the chest and sending him flying. The crack of his skull against the brick wall turned Sinéad's stomach. But that wasn't the worst bit. Robert looked up. Or didn't. Because it wasn't Robert any more. His eyes flashed yellow. His muscles ripped through his shirt. His jaw stretched, his fangs lengthened - but that still wasn't the worst. The worst came when Not-Robert and Not-Maddie leapt, claws flailing as they ripped at each other. Not-Maddie's stomach was as swollen as actual Madison's these days. Little Bump was right there, in the middle of the fight, and if Not-Robert knew, it didn't care. It slashed down, right across that pregnant belly. 'NO!' Sinéad jumped up, ignoring the pain in her ankle. Her hands were shaking, her palms were slippy with sweatand she was a useless shot at the best of times. But this wasn't the best of times. So Sinéad fired. Excerpted from Big Bad Me by Aislinn O'Loughlin All rights reserved by the original copyright owners. Excerpts are provided for display purposes only and may not be reproduced, reprinted or distributed without the written permission of the publisher.