Good girls A story and study of anorexia

Sunday Times journalist Freeman (House of Glass) chronicles her struggles with anorexia in this illuminating memoir. At 14, a classmate referred to Freeman's body as "normal," which sent her spiraling into disordered eating: "A black tunnel yawned open inside me, and I tumbled down it, Alice into Nowhereland." To better understand the disorder that gripped her for more than two decades, Freeman interviews patients she came to know during her own hospitalizations, talks to doctors about treatment, and traces links between eating disorders and autism, depression, and--rather dubiously--gender dysphoria, which she suggests may be rooted in body hate the same way eating disorders are. Freeman also posits that anorexia is, in part, a way for girls to rage against enforced passivity: "It isn't really about the food.... It's about trying to say something without having to speak; it's about the fear of sexualization and fear of womanhood; it's about sadness and anger and the belief you're not allowed to be sad and angry because you're supposed to be perfect." The most poignant aspects of the book, though, are personal, as when Freeman recounts her lack of close friends in adolescence. For readers wishing to understand this disease, Freeman offers valuable (if sometimes questionable) insight. The result is affecting, though uneven. Agent: Georgia Garrett, Rogers, Coleridge & White. (Apr.)

Someone who fought the beast and won uses her own experience and thorough research to explain what anorexia is--and isn't. Longtime Guardian columnist Freeman, author of House of Glass, is a talented writer and researcher whose personal history with anorexia as a young woman required numerous hospitalizations. She remembers her trigger moment with absolute clarity. It was just after her 14th birthday when a classmate with very skinny legs said, "I wish I was normal like you." Having reconnected with several women she met in hospitals along the way, she pulls in their experiences, as well, explaining that "anorexia was a bomb inside us, just waiting for the right time, the single flame, the trigger." The author's thorough explanation of the disease and its treatment completely debunks many myths--e.g., "all that was needed to cure anorexia was for Kate Moss to eat some chips." A chapter called "The Theories" is a simultaneously hilarious and horrifying three-page poem that lays out "an incomplete list of reasons doctors, therapists and outsiders have given over the years for why I became anorexic." Freeman is sharp, funny, and literate. In discussing her school reading during that transitional 14th summer, she writes, "I don't blame John Fowles for my anorexia, but he did make an effective soundtrack for it." She also labels Roald Dahl "the Anna Wintour of children's literature when it comes to fatphobia" and shares crucial life wisdom from Spaceballs and Lethal Weapon. With several sources indicating an "epidemic of extreme anxiety among girls"--a 2019 study showed rates of self-harm had tripled since 2000--Freeman's insights are essential. For mothers of daughters in crisis, she offers a wise message: "Get professional help as soon as you can, and don't become her caregiver." If you need to understand anorexia, look no further. This is the book for you. Copyright (c) Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.