Things you may find hidden in my ear Poems from Gaza

Mosab Abu Toha

Book - 2022

"In this poetry debut, the first collection from any Gazan poet to be published in English, Mosab Abu Toha writes directly from the experience of growing up and living one's entire life in Gaza, the world's largest open-air prison camp. These poems emerge from Mosab's life under siege, first as a child, and then as a young father. A survivor of four brutal military attacks, he bears witness to a grinding cycle of destruction and assault, and yet, his poetry is infused with a profoundly universal humanity. In direct, vivid language, Abu Toha writes about being unwelcome in your own land, and even outside of it. He writes about being wounded by shrapnel at the age of 16, and then, a few years later, watching his home and h...is university get hit by Israeli warplanes in an attack that killed two of his close friends. Books are buried in rubble and electricity is often limited to 2 hours a day, and yet, families continue traditions, students attend university, and libraries rise from the ruins. These poems are filled with bombs and the ever-present menace of surveillance drones, as well as the smell of tea and roses in bloom, and the view of the sea at sunset. They present an almost surrealist/absurd viewpoint, based in a sense of rational and profound perplexity as to why these conditions continue, and how the people of Gaza go about their lives, even creating beauty as they find new ways to survive. Abu Toha writes, "It's not only about narrating things. It's about keeping things alive in us and for the generations to come. It's about how life crumbles, but also how it tries to stand." If we don't begin understanding what has happened there--and is still happening--Gaza might be our future as well. We all need to grasp what it means to still be human in such a situation"--

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Subjects
Genres
Poetry
Published
San Francisco, CA : City Lights Books [2022]
Language
English
Main Author
Mosab Abu Toha (author)
Physical Description
126 pages ; 18 cm
ISBN
9780872868601
  • Palestine A-Z
  • Leaving Childhood Behind
  • What Is Home?
  • My Grandfather Was a Terrorist
  • On a Starless Night
  • Palestinian Painter
  • My grandfather and home
  • Palestinian Streets
  • In the War: you and houses
  • Searching for a New Exit
  • Flying Poem
  • Sobbing Without Sound
  • Discoveries
  • Hard Exercise
  • Olympic Hopscotch Leap
  • Death Before Birth (DBB)
  • Rubble Salary
  • Cold Sweat
  • Tears
  • Deserted Boat, Dreaming
  • The Wall and the Clock
  • My City After What Happened Some Time Ago
  • Interlude
Review by Booklist Review

Poet and librarian Mosab Abu Toha's first collection focuses on his life in Gaza. There is a duality to the poems, a contrast of beauty and violence. Images of dust, concrete, and gunfire tell a story of growing up under siege. These same elements will stay with the reader for days. The book is very visual both in language and in photographs that make the lines hit even harder. Some of the forms and line breaks feel loose, but they are made with passion and striking details. As in the poem "Olympic Hopscotch Leap," which describes a family playing when a missile falls onto a farm and includes this devastating scene, "Angels get hold of my infant niece, / We look around and find only / her milk bottle." Recommend Abu Toha to readers of Naomi Shihab Nye and Brian Turner's Here, Bullets (2005).

From Booklist, Copyright (c) American Library Association. Used with permission.

My Grandfather was a Terrorist My grandfather was a terrorist-- He tended to his field, watered the roses in the courtyard, smoked cigarettes with grandmother on the yellowish seashore lying like a prayer rug.  My grandfather was a terrorist-- He picked oranges and lemons, fished with brothers until noon, sang a comforting song en route to the farrier's with his piebald horse. My grandfather was a terrorist-- He made a cup of tea with milk, sat on his verdant land, as soft as silk, was incensed at the sun as it kept to blink.  My grandfather was a terrorist-- He departed his house for the coming guests, kept some water on the table, his best, lest the guests die of thirst after their conquest.  My grandfather was a terrorist-- He walked to the closest safe town, dark as the sullen sky, vacant as a deserted tent, darkling as a starless night.  My grandfather was a terrorist-- My grandfather was a man, a breadwinner for ten, whose luxury was to have a tent, with a blue UN flag set on the rusting pole, on the beach next to a cemetery.   Things You May Find Hidden In My Ear For Alicia M. Quesnel, MD I When you open my ear, touch it gently. My mother's voice lingers somewhere inside. Her voice is the echo that helps recover my equilibrium when I feel dizzy during my attentiveness.  You may encounter songs in Arabic, poems in English I recite to myself, or a song I chant to the chirping birds in our backyard.  When you stitch the cut, don't forget to put all these back in my ear. Put them back in order as you would do with books on your shelf. II The drone's buzzing sound, the roar of an F-16, the screams of bombs falling on houses, on fields, and on bodies, of rockets flying away-- rid my small ear canal of them all. Spray the perfume of your smiles on the incision. Inject the song of life into my veins to wake me up. Gently beat the drum so my mind may dance with yours, my doctor, day and night.     Palestinian Sonnet After Wanda Coleman Seized by echoes of suppressed words, I surrender my memory as I flee for the maze. I see signposts directing me to retreat whenever I try to explore. Every day I set foot in the maze; I close my ears but the shouts coming from suffocated whispers paralyze my shadow. Letters slide from my mouth into an icy river, break the reflection of vapor that emanates from melting clouds. The chattering teeth of cold raindrops out-sound my throbbing silence. It is not me who tries to walk in the maze. My withered umbilical cord tries to pull me to my sick mother's bedside before it is cut mid-nowhere.     A Rose Shoulders Up Don't ever be surprised to see a rose shoulder up among the ruins of the house: This is how we survived.       Excerpted from Things You May Find Hidden in My Ear: Poems from Gaza by Mosab Abu Toha All rights reserved by the original copyright owners. Excerpts are provided for display purposes only and may not be reproduced, reprinted or distributed without the written permission of the publisher.