Review by Booklist Review
Zuzu feels cloistered in the tony Hudson Valley home she always dreamed of owning. Her attorney wife, Agnes, works long hours, leaving Zuzu to care for their young son and every other aspect of their lives. To escape the angst and doldrums, Zuzu texts with her college bestie/crush (and occasional lover), Cash, also a married parent now. Meanwhile, Agnes suggests a visit to her ex (who, Zuzu is sure, is still in love with her), who just got bad news. Threaded into this present-day story are dated, nonchronological flashbacks to Zuzu's younger years: her parents' divorce, teen years, college, law school, and meeting Agnes. Zuzu's overall ambivalence in life, never quite sure of what--and who--she wants, is her essence as a narrator too, and she has a fearless familiarity with her own flaws, namely her deep need to be desired. Rich in Zuzu's lifelike conversations and interiority, Thomas-Kennedy's debut is a humbly expansive marriage story and a tale of growing older in lockstep with a version of yourself that gets to stay young.
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Review by Publisher's Weekly Review
Thomas-Kennedy enthralls with this story about a marriage threatened by class tensions and a messy love triangle. Zuzu, who is mixed-race and grew up as a "Western Mass Hick," feels unappreciated and undesired in her marriage to Agnes, a successful lawyer praised by others for her "girl-next-door" looks, which Zuzu takes to mean "white." She finds herself longing for Cash, with whom she's been close since college, but their friendship never blossomed into romance. When Zuzu's father dies, she returns from New York City, where she and Agnes are raising a seven-year-old, to her hometown in Massachusetts. There, she has an opportunity to see Cash, who has recently hinted that he's unhappy in his own marriage, and to determine if he's the one who got away or if she was meant to be with Agnes all along. Told in Zuzu's emotionally wrought and elegant narration, the novel slowly gathers the full picture of her complicated relationships with Agnes and Cash, from meeting them both 20 years earlier to marriage and having children. Along the way, Thomas-Kennedy highlights Zuzu's tribulations as well as her flaws. Readers won't want to miss this aching and all-too-real portrayal of a woman's search for fulfillment. Agent: Claudia Ballard, WME. (July)
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Review by Kirkus Book Review
A woman dissatisfied with her present circumstances seeks solace in a past situationship. At 37, Zuzu lives in New York with her high-powered attorney wife, Agnes, and their son, Gideon, and her resentment grows with every email Agnes sends. When Gideon is invited to spend the weekend with a friend, Zuzu and Agnes plan a trip to Massachusetts to check on Agnes's ex-girlfriend, who's had a health scare, and visit Zuzu's college friend and eternal crush, Cash, who lives nearby. Then Zuzu's estranged father dies, so they fold his memorial service into their plans. Grief, nostalgia, and midlife ennui drive Zuzu to act out. The novel moves from the present to Zuzu's college escapades with Cash to her meet-cute with Agnes. Zuzu fell in love with Agnes in law school, and while Agnes excelled in her career, Zuzu failed the bar twice. Narrating the story, Zuzu explains that all she's ever really wanted is to be desired. She pines for Cash, whose marriage also seems to be faltering. Though she loves Agnes, she frames their life together as a consolation prize to what her life could have been with Cash had he only wanted her the way she still so desperately needs him to. The weekend forces Zuzu to confront how little she's grown in two decades. Much of the story relies on happenstance: First, Zuzu's father dies. Then, it just so happens that Noel, the only other biracial person Zuzu knew growing up, attended the same college she did and now lives in the apartment above her sister's house. Zuzu is his obsession, and he's always on hand for her to toy with, the same way Cash toys with her. Zuzu's experience of race is regularly referenced without being fully explored, stunting an otherwise engaging throughline. Finally, a sudden repair required in Cash's house leads his wife and daughter to leave town for the weekend. He conveniently stays behind, alone in a hotel. It's fine, necessary even, for characters to behave badly, and for coincidence to play a part, but they should do so in interesting ways. The characters and themes at the center of this story don't quite deliver. Copyright (c) Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.
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