I am not your enemy A memoir

Reality Winner, 1991-

Book - 2025

Reality Winner was a twenty-five-year-old translator for the NSA when she read a classified document revealing what she assumed would make headlines during a time of unprecedented leaking: After blatant lies by the Trump administration and public silence by the NSA, there had in fact been foreign interference in the 2016 US election. In a breach of NSA protocol, she impulsively printed it, smuggled it out of the building, and mailed it to The Intercept, which published it and then promptly informed the NSA. For her crime, she received the longest prison sentence ever imposed on a government-affiliated employee convicted of a single count of leaking classified information and spent more than four years in federal prison. Now, for the first t...ime, Winner tells her own story: her unusual childhood in South Texas, with a brilliant but unstable father whose obsession with politics, ancient history, philosophy, and religion sparked her own interests in ancient civilizations and the study of foreign languages, including Latin, Arabic, Farsi, Dari, and Pashto; her patriotism, after 9/11, which led her to enlist in the Air Force and join the NSA, where the work she did in the hope of protecting American security was part of the US campaign in Afghanistan; and, most movingly, her life in the American prison system and how it nearly broke her. I Am Not Your Enemy is Winner's bold, brave examination of the moral choices that compel us to act, as well as an account of the risks one young woman took to protect her country and the price she paid for it. It is also a powerful argument for standing up for what you believe in during uncertain times -- an inspiring message as relevant now as it was when she made her fateful decision. --

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Review by Publisher's Weekly Review

Winner, who was convicted of leaking classified documents about Russian interference in the 2016 election, fleshes out her life beyond that scandal in this intriguing autobiography. She starts with the juicy stuff: in May 2017, Winner stumbled across a "bombshell" intelligence report while contracting for the NSA and feared the Trump administration would bury it. As a safeguard, she illegally printed a copy, smuggled it out of the building in her pantyhose, and sent it to the Intercept, who published it. The result for Winner was an unprecedented five-year sentence for espionage. After justifying her actions by citing "the widespread fear of the demise of American democracy," Winner delves into her early life, including her Texas upbringing with a mentally ill father who believed he was Scientology founder L. Ron Hubbard. Elsewhere, she covers her military career, her incarceration, and her choice, as an adult, to convert to Judaism. While Winner offers little new information that might sway her detractors, open-minded readers will be grateful for the opportunity to glimpse the inner world of a widely recognized but little-known figure. It's a worthwhile self-portrait. Agent: Michael Signorelli, Aevitas Creative Management. (Sept.)

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Review by Kirkus Book Review

Whistleblower/leaker (depending on your POV) Winner writes of a fateful decision that earned her years in jail and prison. "The world's biggest terrorist has a Pikachu bedspread." So a reporter learned from former National Security Agency analyst Winner's mother. In this matter-of-fact narrative, Winner, who "helped the United States government kill people," opens on May 9, 2017, when she downloaded and printed a five-page document of Russian cyberattacks on U.S. election officials and a company that makes software for voter registration. Why she did so, she allows, was a subject she pondered often as she served out a five-year prison term, part of a sentence that was the longest incarceration for any single-incident leaker. (By contrast, Edward Snowden leaked 1.5 million pages.) Winner's crime was to send those printed pages to an online site that specialized in national security matters. As she writes, astonishingly, a staffer described the pages to a source who in turn notified the FBI; meanwhile, the staffer also called the NSA and sent photographs of the printed pages, violating "standard Reporting 101 protocols for journalists who need to confirm the authenticity of leaked documents." Traced to her by virtue of a printer code, the document occasioned her arrest and conviction under the terms of the Espionage Act of 1917, meant as a legal tool against German secret agents during World War I. After 15 months in jail, a plea bargain earned her a spot in federal prison, "a vacation, filled with activities and amenities," compared to where she'd been. Winner writes candidly about the hellish nature of incarceration in America, from constant violence to boredom and the challenge of contending with conflicting and arbitrary rules, with her fellow prisoners more often than not less dangerous than the staff: "these weirdos, outcasts, and criminals loved me, and I loved them back." A sobering but evenhanded account of punishment meted out for leaking classified information. Copyright (c) Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.

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