Let me go mad in my own way

Elaine Feeney

Book - 2025

"Claire O’Connor is a promising writer who left the family's struggling farmstead in western Ireland long ago for London and love, swearing never to return. But after the unexpected death of her mother, she is racked with grief, and when her father is diagnosed with cancer, she decides to return home to care for him, destroying everything she'd so carefully built up in the process. The pandemic follows, and Claire falls into a comfortable routine, one increasingly shaped by a growing obsession: the lives of 20-something trad wives she discovers on social media. When Tom, her lost London love, unexpectedly shows up the next town over, her anxieties and obsessions collide, the resulting conflict forcing Claire and her brother...s to finally deal with their family's historic trauma—a trauma whose evidence is carved into the beams of the family home and the stone floors upon which their ancestors bled. Ranging through recent Irish history, Let Me Go Mad in My Own Way is Elaine Feeney's most ambitious novel to date, a work of literary and cultural exorcism, and a profound exploration of family, history, violence, and hope."--

Saved in:
1 copy ordered
Subjects
Genres
Novels
Romans
Published
Windsor, Ontario : Biblioasis 2025.
Language
English
Main Author
Elaine Feeney (author)
Physical Description
pages cm
Issued also in electronic format
ISBN
9781771967044
Contents unavailable.
Review by Publisher's Weekly Review

Feeney (How to Build a Boat) explores an Irish family's trauma in this contemplative outing. On the heels of the sudden death of her mother and the rapid decline of her terminally ill father, Claire O'Connor leaves her longtime English boyfriend, Tom, in London, and returns to her family's isolated farmhouse outside Galway. Her reappearance after a decade coincides with the Covid-19 lockdown, and despite her past assertions that she's "done with this place," Claire, a writer and teacher, throws herself headlong into homemaking after her father's death, egged on by her compulsive watching of tradwife social media reels and accelerated by Tom's decision to rent a house nearby. Alongside the present-day narrative, Feeney unfurls the story of Claire's great-grandmother, who runs guns out of the house for the IRA in 1920, and 11-year-old Claire, who's enlisted there by her father in 1990 to help finalize the sale of a mare to be bred for the English royal family. With arresting imagery and skillful shifts in perspective, Feeney weaves together these narrative threads to gut-wrenching effect, as when Claire's father "seemed to remember the atmosphere" of a horrific event from before he was born, and the novel culminates in an avalanche of savage scenes and revelations. It's a potent drama of a family shaped by a nation in upheaval. (Oct.)

(c) Copyright PWxyz, LLC. All rights reserved
Review by Kirkus Book Review

A family caught in history. Claire O'Connor is living alone in West Ireland when her former boyfriend, Tom Morton, moves nearby. He's writing a book about Irish men in extreme sports, he explains, and plans to conduct interviews. The two had not seen each other for a few years, ever since Claire's mother died and, grieving and angry, she left London to return home. Tom's arrival discomfits Claire, and sets in motion the plot of Feeney's dark novel, which explores personal loss, intergenerational trauma, political violence, and women's victimization in a patriarchal society. Claire struggles, at first, to decide if she wants to see Tom again: She loves him, but she doesn't know if she can reconcile his world (well-heeled, educated England) with hers (hardscrabble rural Ireland). It's terrifying, she reflects, "to think of all the worlds you inhabit, or once inhabited, all being in the one space for ever." Feeney moves back and forth in time, from 2023 to the 1920s, as she traces Claire's history in the context of Ireland's tumultuous past. Claire grew up poor, with an angry father who abused his wife and could not accept one son's homosexuality. Leaving home as soon as she could, she earned a doctorate and became a college teacher, hardly reconnecting with her family. Now she's back in the family house, haunted by memories of her mother--and also by memories of famine, cruelty, and atrocities perpetrated by the British Black and Tans against the Irish a hundred years ago. Feeney confronts Claire with contemporary issues, as well: climate change, Trumpian politics, capitalism, the Covid-19 lockdown, and feminism. Alerted to the trad-wife subculture, Claire finds herself oddly fascinated by a trad wife's bubbly internet posts. Although mostly absorbing, the narrative is marred at times by stilted dialogue. A dramatic saga. Copyright (c) Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.

Copyright (c) Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.